7/13

Just got my visa to stay in England.
Soon this blog will be dedicated to my life in London.

I am supposed to be excited, but I am more scared...
I wonder, if it was me 2 years ago, would I feel the same.

Trying to recall the time when I move to Montreal on my own;
or the time I went to Tokyo for a year;
or most recent, teaching in the country side of Japan for 2 years.
There was no fear in me.

I wonder where the fear is coming from.
Better not because I am getting old.
When people get old, they think more than they are supposed to.

I wonder if anyone will continue to read my blog,
a blog written by someone who's going to London aimlessly and unprepared...