Recently I have many complains:
I &#$*%^@* HATE enkai and monikai, or anything of that sort.
Every time when I attend, it costs me 4000-5000yen.
Since I can't drink and I hate socializing with people that I don't know/ don't care, it is just a waste of money.
Thus, I am going to ban myself from attending any parties from now on.
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Checked my bill...and my gas bill quadrupled since summer...
And water bill doubled...
It now cost me 8000yen for gas and 5000yen for water, among other things that I have to pay.
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I have just signed a new contract for next year.
I don't know if it's the right decision to make.
Eventhough I really wanted to come back to Japan while I was in Canada, now I am kind of like... what am I in Japan.
Kind of feel useless/ bored at times doing this job.
Don't know what my next step should be... but if I am not going to be a teacher in the future...then maybe 1 year is good enough.
grahh, but I don't know if I want to be a teacher or not.
I wonder if it's more fun to teach people Chinese.
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I am sooooooooo lost.
I am almost 23 and still haven't achieved much.
Many people I met here are older than me... they envy how young I am.
But one day I will just become like one of them who sits around doing boring stuff and get stucked with their jobs. All they could do is envy young people.
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errr..yea financial issues are one of the biggest frustrations that you can experience and it seems that you are also facing anxiety against the uncertainty of your future. but yea, its silly to believe that we are still young cuz then we would get old without acheiving much but the fact that you concern all these at our age reflects that you wouldnt become one of those old ppl who whine about their youth just past meaninglessly. dont stress out too much. eraiyo sabusabu :)
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